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Thursday, 30 October 2008

-Horoscope-

I received an email from a friend today..
It contains some horoscope stuff..
I am a Mid-June baby so that makes me a Gemini..

GEMINI
The Chatterbox. Gossips.
Smart and witty.
Outgoing, very chatty.
Lively, energetic.
Adaptable but needs to express themselves.
Argumentative and outspoken.
Likes change ,Versatile.
Busy, sometimes nervous and tense.
May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable.
Beautiful physically and mentally.

Traits of a Gemini:
Witty, Restless, Curious..
Gets bored easily, Entertaining..
Energetic, Intellectual, Versatile..
Manipulative, Freedom-loving..
Optimistic, Naughty..
Fickle-minded, Conniving, Cynical..

-Likes-
Excitement, Communicating..
Adventures, Learning..
News & gossip..
Writing, Travel, Gadgets..
A physical person..

-Dislikes-
Wasting time..
Repetitiveness..
Immorality..
Hypocrisy..
Seriousness..
Being analyzed..
Narrow-mindedness..
Holier-than-you mindset..

-from my point of view-
*damn true

*true

*false

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

-Bored-

Have You Ever..
-Trusted your friends so much but ended one by one they stabbed you in the back??
-Had a friend that treat you like dirt??
-Had your friend betray you and her excuse is "you treat me too good"..
-Had a friend that you treat better than anyone else but she ditched you 'coz of a guy??
-Been used by a friend??
-Gets so damn annoyed by one person just by looking at their face??
-Hate someone so much that you get pissed off once you hear their name..


Have You Ever..
-Loved someone so much that you'll do anything to make that person happy??
-Feel stupid in front of the person that you love..
-Don't know what to say in front of that person.. It's like "cat's got your tongue"..
-Wake up in the morning and the first thought in your brain is that person??
-Miss that person so much that you can't even think straight??
-Feel so damn jealous when you see that someone with another person
-Look at that person and you hands starts shaking..
-Tried so hard to get that persons attention but failed so miserably..
-Have your heart broken by that person but still you can't forget them??
-Thought that you have forgotten them but in fact you did not and you start missing them even more??

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

Can't Believe You Turned Out This Way..

*WARNING*
*Long post ahead*
*You can skip this post if you want*
*Very little cencorship*

Yesterday Jaslyn messaged me..
She told me that *A called her and ask her to go out..

At first i was like owh ok "U goin?" she was like "No la"..
Bla bla bla.. Since me & Jaslyn sms from morning to midnight we continued out stuff..
Then A* called me asked me to go out..
I said i'm not free and i asked her why..
She said "nothing".. Then one thing that ticked me off was this..

*Around 8++ -9pm*
1 message received from Jaslyn..
She told me that A* is in 1U and she is supposed to go fetch her..
WHAT THE FUCK!!!
Me - "She ask u to go fetch her? Dont tell me u goin?"
Jas - "I had to, my sis ask me to go"
Me - WHAT THE FUCK!!! Just tell her can't la.."
Jas - My sis ask me to go fetch her la..
Poor jaslyn got a nice round of scolding bcoz of her..
Fuck wei.. At this point i was really annoyed..
The thing is A* called Jaslyn' sis to go fetch her but too bad her sis wasn't free..
So i'm not sure what happened in between..
I'm not sure if "smart ass" manipulated Jaslyn' sis to ask Jaslyn to go fetch her..
Maybe some won't understand what is the big deal with going there to fetch a friend..
But if you were in our place myb ur reaction is bigger..

You see this girl WAS once our clique but we called it "Gang"..
When i was in form4 the four of us was sticks together almost every single moment..
Till some fucking misunderstanding happened..
Let me skip this part.. Its really really long story..
So me and A* was really close til one day she went and backstabbed me..
I was seriously damn Fucked Up by her..
In every clique there are bound to be somone that you're closest to right..
Me & her was the 1 pair.. Everywhere I go you can see her and vice versa..
Until one day.. She have a bf..

So... She ditched all of us.. Maybe others didn't felt it..
But since me & Jaslyn was closest to her we felt the change in her..
After she coupled with that guy many things started to happen..
Me and her started quarreling.. But 1thing i don't understand was when she is unhappy with anyone of us from the clique she will start to quarrel with me!!
Ever since she have a guy she really changed alot...
She & me was were close like crazy.. We were so damn close that someone actually asked whether we're together..
Of 'coz that stupid ass almost got whacked by me..
Anyway when you're that close to a person definately you'll treat them in a different way right?

Last time we were like -
Quote 'Hot Chick' "We'd be bestest friend forever"
Yeah right.. I treated her better then other friends 'coz she was my best friend ok!!
Mana tau this Jibai simply go around saying ME LIKES HER?!!?
When i found out i was seriously damn FUCKED UP!!
Until today i can never really forgive her..
And her excuse was that i treat her too nice.. Fucker...
So after that things never really went back to normal..

It took me a long time to treat her as another being instead of a fucking jibai that bitched bout me and still calls me her "best friend"..
After that incident i planned on my revenge..
I talked less to her.. I treated her the way she treat me after she have a bf..
I became closer to other people.. I almost completely ignored her..
Then one day she sms-ed me telling me she has been sad bla bla bla..
Reason was i didn't talk to her and i was closer to Jaslyn and not her..
Up till this day she still blames Jaslyn for her own fault..

I thought that we still have a chance of making things normal again..
But i thought wrong.. I can never really forgive her after the way she treat me..
She is such a user.. Whenever she needs our help she will be looking for us..
Now that she has broken up with her bf she keeps asking us to go out with her..
I mean like what the fuck?!
Last time when she had her guy we don't see her once in a million years..
She never asks us to go out.. Unless of course if her bf was busy..
Looking back i really miss those moments,
but since she doesn't appreciate us why should we still hold on to those memories..
There are many things that she did to make this friendship fall apart..
But i'm too lazy to list it out.. If you really wanna' noe contact me then..
I am DAMN FUCKING disappointed in her..

To me friends are freaking important..
I trusted her so much and yet she had to wreck everything..
I never felt i'm in the wrong.. So do her..
But i'm damn fucking sure that i'm not in the wrong ok..
If i never appreciated her in the first place why am i the one
having to apologise everytime she is being stupid and fights for no reason..
In cantonese is called mou lei chui lao..
She is even worse than my dad.. At least being my dad he has the right to do so..
And who the hell she thinks she is??
When jaslyn asked her "1u no taxi meh?''
Guess what was her answer?
"I'm scared"
FUCK la she scared.. My ass will be more scared than she is..
My actual answer was..
"Kan ni ma chao jibai.. Scared fucks ar.. Last time come my hs midnight sit taxi go back oso not scared"
If you know her good enough you'll know that she is scared of almost of nothing..
Most people thinks that she is so damn fucking innocent..
Lemme' tell you this..
If she is innocent then i can walk upside down using my fingers man..
If she is innocent then an elephant can jump..
If she is innocent monkeys can fly..
If she is innocent Ellen Degeneres is not a lesbian..
If she is innocent Britney is still a virgin..
Is she is innocent same sex marriage is allowed in Malaysia..

-Fucked Up-

Monday, 27 October 2008

Name: Joanna..
Sisters: 1..
Brothers: 1..
Shoe size: Donno..
Height: 165..
Where do you live: P.j..
Favourite drinks: All except kundur..
Favourite breakfast: Honeystars & Milo..
Have you ever been on a plane: No..
Swam in the ocean: Yes..
Fallen asleep in school: Fall asleep no.. Sleep in purpose YES..
Broken someone's heart: Think so..
Fell off your chair: Who hasn't??
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Don't think so
Saved e-mails: Yea..
What is your room like: World war II
What's right beside you: Cupboard
What is the last thing you ate: Erm... Dont remember
Ever had chicken pox: When i was 5-6
Sore throat: - Yea..
Stitches: - Almost..
Broken nose: - No..
Do you believe in love at first sight: Always did..
Like picnics: Used to..
Who was the last person you danced with: +.+
Last made you smile: Someone's blog
You last yelled at: My bro..
Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: No..
Kissed anyone: No
Get sick: No
Talked to an ex: No
Miss someone: Everyday..
Best feeling in the world: When you look at me and smile..
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I only love my bolster..
What's under your bed: Nothing..
Who do you really hate: Currently - no one..
Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: XP only one for many years..
Q: Do you have any siblings: 2..
Q: Do you want children: Maybe..
Q: Do you smile often: Think so..
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Not at all..
Q: Are your toenails painted: No..
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Family..
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: Brown..
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Watchin tv while eating Honeystars..
Q: I can't wait till: I get my driving license & a car..
Q: When did you cry last: Couple of days ago..
Q: Are you a friendly person: I look cocky but i'm not.. I'm friendly..
Q: Do you have any pets: A dog & used to a hamster..
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now? Home i guess..
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? Erm??
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? Happened before..
What are you doing right now? Nothind just bored..
Have you ever crawled through a window/Drain? Yea for both..
Can you handle the truth? Think so..
Are you closer to your mother or father? Definately mom..
Who was the last person you cried in front of? XP..
How many people can you say you've really loved? Seven..
Do you eat healthy? Not at all..
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? No
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? Don't think so..
How often do you go to church? Every week..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? Friend.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Both..
Are you confident? Depends..
5things I was doing 10 years ago..(8 years old)
1. Watch "Kelab Disney Malaysia" every sat morning..
2. In SSP std2 enjoying life..
3. Sleep early..
4. Listen to everything my parents told me..
5. Play "masak - masak"..
5 snacks I enjoy
1. Twisties
2.Choki - choki - i mean like who dont?
3.Koko Jelly (chocolate in football like wrapper)
4. Jigs
5. Super Ring..
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. Get richer..
2. Buy a really big house so that my family & extended family and can stay..
3. Buy a really cool car for me & a MPV for family..
4. Send my parents holidaying around the world..
5. Get richer..
5 of my bad habits
1. Bite my nails..
2. Look at screens i;e tv, phone, monitor at 45degree angle
3. Cant stop using words like f**k, j***i and so on..
4. Keep touching my hair after getting a haircut.. *vain*
5. Punches things i;e wall, cupboard when i'm angry..

Sunday, 26 October 2008

-No Title-

Tomorrow my sis' will be cooking spaghetti..
As usual i will cut the stuff and later just sit there and watch her cook..
I like to cook but just a lil' lazy..
Currently listening to 大嘴巴 - 永远在身边..
Nice song..
S.H.E' new songs are nice also..
I like almost all their songs..
Really really touching..
I don't know why but i feel chinese sad songs are more "sad" then english songs..
Even thou' my chinese is not good..
And i don't really understand but i really feel chinese sad songs sound better..
I am having a bad stomach pain right now but i'm still in front of the pc typing..
I totally malu-fied myself today..
Someone missed call me today so i was like "May i know who is this?"
The fella was like "PxxG..Kau tekalah"
I was annoyed so i was like "Apa PxxG.. Kau ni sapa?!!!!!"
The fella replied saying "Awk joanna kan..Saya Peng la..
So automatically i thought it's my friend-Siew Peng..
I thought she was using her bf' phone to sms me..
"Babi betul..Kenapa senang sangat sms saya..Takde kerja ke?"
That's what i said..
Dot dot dot...
I was surrised that "she'' actually msg-ed me..
I can hardly get her to reply my msg or pick up a phone call..
The one & only time she automatically msg-ed me was,
when ivy called her and said we fought..
That was the ONE & ONLY time she actually msg-ed me..
No kidding..
Continue my story..
So i showed my sis' the msg..
She was like are you sure it's her..
I was like i think so..
Sis - "Her bm got so good meh?"
Me- "Opps, shud be her gua"
So i sms-ed and ask "Awak ni peng yang mana satu?"
*Tit tit* *Tit tit*
"Sepupu awk pun x knl ke.." adk yong la"
Me- =.=
Totally malu-fied..
-gonna go kill myself thanks to humiliation-

Saturday, 25 October 2008

So Damn Happy Today..

Why am i happy??
'Coz i finally got a Pink Panda..
Yeah..
When i saw this Panda i was SUPER SUPER EXITED!!
*Speech*
"I want to thank my mom & dad for giving birth to me"
"Thank you Lasker & Elise"
"Thanks to my sister that intro-ed me to SO"
*cries*
Dramatic-nyer..
I was longing for this for a long time..
When i realised i had the Panda this morning i couldn't 'bliv it..
I was really happy..
So now i'm blogging about this..
If it wasn't for Shitmyx i would have gotten this earlier..
But i stil got it already..
When my connection is down the only thing on my mind is..
OMG cant shout..
But thank god now everything is ok d..
I stil don't know what was the problem..
Anyways now that i have got my panda..
My next target is of course the cute doggie..
Cant wait..
But i think it'll take a long time to reach there..
Pity me..
1thing i don't like about working on saturday,
is i have to work on saturday..
But 1 thing that i like is that i can SHOUT!!
*Yeah*
Ate McD two days in a row..
Fillet O' Fish..
Wanted to have the Ayam Goreng yesterday but...
*Out of Stock*
Haizz.. But i still like Fillet O' Fish..
Suddenly i'm missing you..
Cant do anything about it though..
Seriously need to forget you..
But i cant control myself..
I will subconciously browse through your blog..
Crap..
Will get off here for now..
Will be back on monday i guess..
-Cant help it i still like you-

Thursday, 23 October 2008

Yesterday the TM man came again..
After he fixed the line it's already 5.43pm and finally i can go online..
The day before that he was telling there was somthing wrong with some cable..
But my boss changed it but it's still the same..
My boss came back from overseas yesterday..
And today he gave me souveniers and it was wrapped..
I'm so touched.. Lol..
His friend with a guy my boss call "ah sok" came over and they started talking about some roberry that happened..
He said there's this guy just walked up to the lady, slapped her in the face and took her purse..
He acted as if they we're fighting..
The girl was stunned then when people asked her what happened,
then she realise she has been robbed..
Then another case was this lady, she was driving a Mercedes..
One guy went up to her and scolded her in chinese..
After he drove off with her Merc only she reallised a robbery has happen..
When i heard i was like WTF?!!
Then the "ah sok" said that he was also robbed off his car before..
But he got it back within 48hours..
Why because he knew the Chief Inspector or something..
I think it's in Selayang.. His name is.....
Anyways he was saying that this guy takes bribery..
He even gives out receipt his "anak buah" that gives him money.. WTF?!!
He got back his car but... some of the parts are missing..
I;e the cd player..
He suspects it was done by the police officers that took back the car to the station..
What to do?? Bak kata pepatah "Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi"..
Guess what.. My boss just only got summoned..
Pity him.. Why? Bcoz that stupid bitch from MBPJ eats shit..
I don't know why but normally there will a 2 person,
on a motor bike honking before they start to write summon..
Or they will knock and ask if it's our car..
Maybe this bitch got PMS or something..
When i look at her face i feel like slapping her..
I told her it's my boss' car but she was like "sudah, sudah"..
Jibai.. Feel like saying "apa sudah sudah? aku belum pelempang lagi, ko sudah apa?"
They haven't even started yet..
I was thinking maybe the guy who normally gives the
"duit kopi" forgotten to give them for this week..
Hence the bitchy attitude..

I wanted to blog about why i put the name Sam since everyone is asking me..
But i'm too lazy..
Let me leave you with this explanation for now..
Sam = Sampat - pat..
Joyce oh joyce..
You gave me a shock with what you told me..
But i was kinda expecting it already..
But i'm glad you trusted me..
Even though you may never read this..
Pray that i can take driving lessons asap..
Really need to go cut hair d la..
Long and looks funny already..
Don't know why but i feel it looks gay..
Aiyo i wanna play pool..
Time to go for lunch already..
I'm hungry but i feel lazy to go out..
My stomach is growling.. *roar*
Really need to go eat..
I just realised this is a long post.. Lol..

-hungry ghost needs a haircut-

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

Feels so damn sleepy..
I have imsomnia..
I can't sleep at night..
Why do i feel like my head is spinning?
My head is so heavy..
What if i become like the doctor that fell asleep in the car the other day?
If you saw the news you'll know what i mean..
Should i go register for driving lessons now or after CNY?
But i told joyce that i'll register asap..
This few days keep chatting with her..
I'm kinda happy that she can trust me..
Went to Murni last night..
First time having "roti hawaii"
Hmm... Feel like eating it again..
At this moment (10.55am) line has disconnect AGAIN..
Feel like i'm gonna die d..
What the hell is wrong?!!
I seriously don't know what to do..
Now (11.01am) it's connected again..
Owh great less den 2mins later disconnected again..
Makes me wonder why everytime i sit down to do chat the line will disconnect..
When i'm busy the line ok again..
Headache.. Izit because i walked in the rain last night and didn't went to bath straight away??
Listening to "I need somebody" on the radio..
I feel the ending is a 'lil weird..
But the song is still nice..
11.37am line ok again..
There's this office boy, so damn f**king rude..
Supposed to pass the letter to my company but what he did was throw it on the table and left..
Feel like slapping him in the face..
It's 12.30pm and the line has been disconnected since 11.45am..
Thanks to SHITMYX i cant shout like normal..
Suddenly feel so tired..
Physically & mentally..
If only i can sleep for 24hours in a row..
Been a long time since i last slept for 8full hours..
My aunt just called me..
I messaged her last night..
She didn't know who i was.. lol..
Funny.. 'Coz i'm using two numbers..
I miss you again..
Don't know why..
-sleep deprived-

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

Hidup Ini Memang Palat, Tapi Esok Masih Ada..







Character: ALI
Name: Syarul Ezani Bin Mohamed Ezzuddeen
Nickname: Ezani
State: Kuala Lumpur
Age: 19
Star Sign: Scorpio
Occupation: Student / Actor







Character: LYN
Name: Liyana Jasmay
Age: 19
Star Sign: Aries
Occupation: Actress/ Student
Music Preference: Universal







Character: ABU
Name : Nas Muammar Zar
Nickname: Nas-t
State : Kuala Lumpur
Age : 25
Star Sign : Libra
Occupation : DJ – Dragon Red/ Actor / Model
Music Preference: Rock







Character: ADII
Name: ANI ZAYANAH IBRAHIM
Nick Name: Zeyna
Age: 22 years old
Star Sign: Pisces
Occupation: Student / Actress
Music Preference: R&B, House, Progressive Trance, Electro House.. hard style music


(this is my fave character)





Character: SOFIE
Name: Juliana Sophie bt Johari Evans
Nickname: Jue/ Julia/ Sophie/ Nana
Age: 20
Star Sign: Cancer
Occupation: Student / Part-time Model / Host/Actress
Music Preference: Indie Rock,Punk rock,Reggae,Ska,R&B


I really want to watch this movie but haven't got the chance to do so...
I don't care i will have to watch this movie no matter what..
This is like my fave Malaysian made tv series..
My stupid sister say not nice to watch don't waste money.. WTF!!
This movie got good reviews ok..
Too bad it came out on the first not 30th..
If it came out on 30th then i wouldn't be here now..
Does amcorp has cinema?? Don't think so..
The nearest cinema is at 1u..
Damn it..
Listening to MyFm now..
The Dj is asking what is the one accident that you cant forget..
Mine has to be the one accident that happen a while ago..
I'm not sure last year or this year..
But it was really stupid..
I was trying to take a plate but the plate are all on top of one another..
And being the lazy me i just took a plate from the center without lifting the plate on top..
SO... What happened was... The plate "flew" out..
And guess where it dropped??
Right on my first toe.. On the place that connects my toe to my foot..
At first o thought it was nothing..
But.. F**k it.. It hurts like mad..
My toe feels like its dropping off..
All i can do was #$@%&#*&@^$#$$%^%@4* curse..
I was literally lying on the table because of the pain..
Tears was streaming down my face..
So you can imagine how painful it was..
I didn't went to see the doc but i think i might have cracked my bone..
Up till this day it still hurts..
Maybe one day i should go get an x-ray to see if my toe is still ok..
-painful toe-

Monday, 20 October 2008

Everytime i say i want to forget you i will either bump into you or dream of you..
Why is this happening??
I "fought" with one of my friends in the dream over you..
I'll never do that.. But people always say "Never say never"..
What should i do? Maybe i should get brain washed??
I heard that dreams are opposite of reality??
Is it true? If it is true then i'll be relieved..
Can anyone help me??

I won't think of anything else..
I can still live my life if i can't be with you..
I wanna go get a haircut soon..
But my main mission is to get my driving license first..
Joyce keep pestering me to go with her..
Since i'm so lazy to go she is go without me..
She is registering today..
Very long time didn't meet her d..
The last time was one or two thurs back..
Went for late dinner at McD with her, jaslyn, my sis & me..
Unbelievable that my dad let me out that night..
Since CNY is coming i need to go get new clothes & shoes of course..
This year i'm gonna buy a shoe that is green in colour..
At this moment i can hear my mom' voice say "Buy so many shoes for what? At home got how many d?"
I'm still gonna buy them... Then maybe the year after next i'm gonna buy a pair of blue ones..
I already bought a shirt for CNY..
But maybe it wont make it to CNY... Feel like wearing it already.. Lol..
Christmas is not even here and i already feel like blasting CNY songs d..

-somethings wrong somewhere-

Saturday, 18 October 2008

Not in the mood to blog today..
Had a nightmare last night..
It's been a long time since i had nightmares..
It was at my primary school..
The last time i went back was like 4 years ago for sports day when i was in form 2..
I had to ask my friend to ask you if you were going back too..
'Coz if you were going back then i'll be going too, if you weren't i wasn't planning to go back..
Still remember how you look like in the blue prefects uniform..
I always did like you, still do..
But i hope i can get over you as soon as i can..
Don't wanna get hurt everytime i find out you have somone new by your side..
Anyways kinda makes me wonder why my nightmare always happens in my primary school..
And the most ridiculous part is that there's people playing VOLLEYBALL in my dreams..
Miss volleyball so much.. The lsat time i played was before CNY..
During Olympic i almost went crazy watching them play.. Hands itch and all..
Feel so sleepy.. Stupid nightmare.. Make me cant sleep last night..
Almost can't get up this morning..
I don't have the habit to sleep early.. For me the best is if i don't have to sleep at all..
I'd rather watch tv or play games on my phone then sleep..
The only time that i can get to don't sleep is during CNY..
CNY faster come... Cant wait...
I wana buy new shoes and clothes and jeans...
I wana go get a haircut soon, my hair is long already but just had it CUT last month..

Friday, 17 October 2008

-Me-
First Name - Joanna
Nickname - Jojo, Ah Jo, Sam, Banana, Lee bai bai, & the one i hate - Zhu an na
Name you wish you had - I like my current name.. I think..
What do people normally mistake your name as - Nothing else..
Birthday - June 20
Birthplace - Perak somewhere
Time of Birth - Donno
Single or taken - Single
Zodiac sign -Gemini
-Your Appearance-
How tall are you - 165cm..
Wish you were taller - All the time..
Eye color - Dark Brown..
Eye color you want - Hazel green..
Natural Hair color - Pure Black..
Current Hair color - Brown..
Short or long hair - Short..
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - Maybe in the future..
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - Dramatic? From below waist to above shoulder.. Is this dramatic enough??
Glasses or contacts -None..
Do you wear make-up - not at all..
Ever had hair extensions - Never..
Paint your nails - Used to..
-In Your Other Half-
What color eyes - Doen't matter..
What color hair - Doesn't Matter
Shy or Outgoing - A lil' bit of both..
Looks or personality - Personality..
Sexy or Cute - Cute..
Serious or Fun - Fun..
Older or Younger than you - Don't really matters..
A turn on - Humourous..
A turn off - Egoistic..
Flowers or Chocolates - Chocolates..
Pepsi or Coke - Pepsi..
Rap or Rock - Rap..
Relationship or One night stand - Real-ationships..
School or Work - Work..
Love or Money - Love & Money..

=.="

Instruction :Remove one question from the above
And add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them at the end of the post.
Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.
Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.
1. At what age do you wish to married?
-No Idea.. Dont feel like getting married..

2. Study hard or play hard?
-Play hardest..

3. Who is the person u trust the most?
-No one.. I trust a few but.... what to do when you cant even trust yourself..

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-No

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
-For "...." to say "I Love You" to me

6. Who is your favorite cartoon character?
-Garfield all the way.. There a reason this... Come ask me..

7.How much you wish to earn in the future?
-As much as i can..

8. What is your goal this year?
-Take driving license, save money.. buy more clothes..

9. Do you believe in eternity love?
-Not really..

10. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
-...lots of thing...

11.. When will you feel sad?
-When my friends cant be there for me, family dont support me.. When i miss you but i know that we cant be..

12. Balloons or Candy?
-Candy..

13. What feelings you hate the most?
-Loneliness

14. What is your childhood ambition?
-To grow Up..

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Yes, anytime..

16. What do you want now?
-Buy a new phone, take driving license, get a car, tell you i love you..

17. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
-Family, friends, God..

18. People who are going to be hated by you?
-People who hate me and those who annoys me..

19. What is on your mind right now?
-I'm sleep deprived, wana watch K.A.M.I & House Bunny..

20. Do you deserve to be loved?
-Hope so..

21. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
-Who doesnt?


8 things you are passionate about:
1. S.H.E
2. Songs
3. Family
4. Friends
5. Love
6. Cartoons i;e "Totally Spies"
7. Movies
8. Reading http://goodboygonebad.com/

8 things i say/type too often:
1. Haha
2. Lmao
3. F*** u la..
4. J***i Knn..
5. Kanasai..
6. Shit la..
7. I donno..
8. You know what??

8 books i have read recently:
1. Galaxie
2.Cleo
3. Bible
4. Storybook - dunno the title but it's for kids..
5 - 8 - Textbook - last year.. lmao

8 songs i could hear over and over again:
1. Bow Wow & Ciara - Like You
2. Teresa Teng - I Only Care About You
3. S.H.E - Ta Hai Shi Bu Dong
4. Hokkien Song - Jia Hou
5. Mandarin song - Mong Sing Se Fen
6. Samsons - Kenangan Terindah
7. Eminem - Mocking Bird
8. Nicholas Teo - Zheng Ja

8 things i regret most:
1. Lose a friend..
2. Never told you i loved you..
3. Fell in love with you six years ago and still do..
4. Didn't join volleyball earlier..
5. Being such a hot-headed person and fight with my family..
6.Never studied when i was in school..
7.Played that stupid truth or dare when i was in Form2
8.Didn't take a pic with my pet sis before..

8 people that i tag..
1. Anna
2. Mae
3. Karmen
4. Mandy
5. Saewei
6. Voon Hong
7. Anyone
8. Everyone

Thursday, 16 October 2008

Finally.... Almost..

Omg it's been like 4days since the connection is down..
FUCK you streamyx..

Jibai i called everyday and each time you say the same thing..
TmGuy - "The technician went over but you were closed.."
My boss - "What time he came over?"
TmGuy - "Around five-thirty"
My Boss - "I was in the office till six-something..
Me - =.=" I was in office from 8.50am - 6.10pm..
Liar liar pants on fire..
If i were the boss i wont use Fuckmyx d..
Stupid jibai...
I type so long d suddenly line disconnected..
Half of it gone...
I HATE STREAMYX
If its not because i had to i won't even go near streamyx..

Unrelated...
If you were walking or driving down the road suddenly you see a Camry with the plate WNU2466
Pls run.. Or speed off..
"Coz this FUCKER drives like a blind man..

People nowadays are so damn freaking useless..
Work for one day then quit.. WTF??
Two person did that at my work place..
And the other two was one week and one month..
Damn sohai la these people..

Who is the Dj i hate most??
Phoebe Yap..
Why?
Because she is so damn freaking stupid..
I don't even know how she became a Dj in the first place..
Can't even pronounce "Aren't You Glad" properly..
She said "Aren't you glade"
Its Madonna and she said Mekdonal..
She was saying something bout Madonna getting a divorce or something
But what i heard was McDonald getting a divorce..
O_o
Then she repeated.. I was like owh...



-miss you much..

Saturday, 11 October 2008

CNY is on the way..

Sam is working today.. From 9am - 1pm..
She is worried bout the connection in her office.. It's not stable at all..
CNY is coming and she is so exited..
Wants to get new clothes.. Feel like buying jeans from Echo Park..
But sket will get chopped up by parents..
Prays that can go back to Alor Setar & Setiawan for CNY since in Kl not much fun..
If she balik kampong esp Kedah all she does is eat & fool around..
She wana eat khau jiam,ta'ko, waffle from "Yawata", and de yellow thingy that you dip in brown sugar..*saliva drips*
The only place you can find those food is in Kedah..
And in Perak there's this shop that sells my fav "kam puang"
DAMN nice wan i tell you.. And also this thing called "kong piang" fulamak...
Aaarrggghhh stil need to wait a few more months (approx 3 months)..
Jan 26 2009.... CNY..
Going to buy CNY songs soon..
Loves CNY..

Friday, 10 October 2008

Some Of The Quotes That I Came Across Today..
  • Is she broken? Maybe.. Does it hurt? Like Crazy..
  • You can't just wake up and stop loving someone..
  • I'd rather be blind than see you happy with her..
  • Love is just a hoax, so forget anything that you heard..
  • When you are still loving what is gone, it's very hard to move on..
  • Hearts break faster than eggshells..
  • The last memories i have of you are blurred by tears..
  • You are not my favourite mistake, just a simple regret..
  • Fake smiles, they works everytime..
  • I run in the rain so no one can see that i am crying..
  • Instead of telling me not to cry, pay attention to why i am..
  • Smile.. It's easier then explaining why you are sad..
  • This is where i start to miss you more than i can bear..
  • Smiles are like band-aids, they cover up the pain but it still hurts..
  • Love is like lighting, once it hits, it kills..
  • Some say love is like magic, but magic is just an illusion..

Thursday, 9 October 2008

I'm not in the mood to blog today..
Feel so down..
But i'll listen to my friend and try to cheer up..
She says i have to but i can only try..
Feel like goin to get my haircut again..
Two weeks and it grew so much..
Looks like crap now..
My friend says i'm obsessed..
Am i really coz i dreamt of you..
Two days in a row..
Hope today don't rain..
I wana go pasar malam with Mandy..
I wana go watch K.A.M.I asap..
But i have to wait..
No thanks to karmen..
But i'd rather wait then watch alone..
Today SO keep hanging.. *sigh*
Life is a total bore..

Miss You So..

Wednesday, 8 October 2008

Comp Crashed..

Damn It Stupid Lighting..
Some might be wondering what does my comp crash gotta do with lighting?
Let me tell you why..
Bcoz of the stupid rain & the lighting my comp in office is dead..
Thanks to the rain this afternoon,
I cant shout/plurk/chat/watch video for few days..
Have to wait till she stupid guy to come and take the pc to fix.
Some might say i can concentrate better on my work this way..
Lem'me tell you..
There is nothing to be done in the office...
All i do is sit there the whole day till my ass ache..
How many days will it take to fix de stupid pc??
I need my dose of SHOUT OUT
I think i will die if i don't shout for a day..

Stupid lighting...
I hate you..
Make my life miserable..
Someone help me...
I know it's a natural phenomenal..
But why me???



Help me pray that my comp will be fixed ASAP..
Else i will surely die..


Fuck Life...

Feel so frusted these days..
I think i need to go see a phycologist or a something like that..
If i was given a choice i wouldn't have lived my life this way
I want to see you right now but i can't..
Feeling a little hopeless right now..
I really miss you..
Kinda Wish i can tell you how i feel..
Really regret for acting like a total piece of shit last time..
Can Anyone help me..
Tell me what to do..
I need help but my friends are not really helping..
Only two person knows how frust i am these days..
Wish i can post up your photo here..
But that will never happen..
What the hell is wrong with me??
Feel like screaming my head off..
Feel like posting up all voulgar words..
But instead i'll replace with this..

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

Some Of The Important People In My Life..

Look Below And You Find My Close Friends Only They Know The Real Me
These are people that are the most important in my life...
I don't think i can live without anyone of them..

i'm a thief.. i stole most of the pics..


(stolen from karmen )



dont look at all this pictures and think we're just a bunch of teenager.. We're all kinda wacko..
































(L - R mandy, yoke cheng , karmen, may yan)











This is Bai Bai.. She stole my sunglasses to act cool..

















Her tagline - "joanna can u stop talking nonsense?"

















(stolen from karmen )




























yoke cheng and siew peng











(jaslyn khew - partners in crime)
Knew her since form 2... We sms from dawn to dusk.. Talk crap all day long..











(siew peng & voon hong)
this was in form 5 - stolen from v.h













this is something stupid they did a while ago (last year)
and being who i am i forced my friend to send this to me.. And it ended up here...











Important people... She gonna kill me if she found out about this..















I Thank God For All That He Had Given Me... Hope We'll Never Be Apart..